The Psychic

     Part of the birthday that doesn't seem to end (which is just fine by me) was a trip out to Williamsport to visit a psychic I have heard so much about.  I did lots of new things this particular day but this wins the blog post. 
     Two hours felt like thirty minutes and all I have thought about since is how to return to do it again.  It was a magical experience...magical.  This wasn't your gypsy-crystal ball-squinty-eyed-carnie...this was a well educated, well spoken and well recognized woman.  Many of you might not believe and that is fine but when you spend minute after minute hearing things about your life with such accuracy you simply can't dispute the system.  She said I was born to teach and help people heal, that I was a good salesperson and that I wasn't meant to write.  This is nothing we don't all know.  I am all of those things and if you have been following me than you know a writer...I am not.  I tell my story with honesty, vulnerability and hope but seldom do I do it without many grammatical and other various writing issues.  But I have taught since I was young enough to stand in front of stuffies who listened and I have healed the people in my life to the point of draining my own energies.  She said I went off of the original path of creativity in some form of stage, music, art or dance to do what "had to be done" in my life.  That seems true as well and maybe why I still appreciate those things so much even if only through being in the audience.  There was a mention of a temper as well as the work being put in to control it.  I am also opinionated, a leader and like to be the boss.  Those details will also not come as a shock to anyone that knows me.  I tend to fall into "management" positions everywhere I go.  It sounds as if this year will be a tricky one with some "upheaval" as she put it but that I would be surrounded by many forms of support.  It will also be a good year of growth and moving toward what I want from life since I am finding my way back to who I was supposed to be.  She cleared up some very interesting things about my past and answered some lifelong questions.  Part therapy, part magic and part surreal...this event was truly amazing.  I believe it was meant to be at that moment in time and I am thankful to the universe, Ms. Smith and to Mary for the gift.  Now, if you don't mind, I have to go work on my "warrior queen".