I am sitting here with new lungs to breath, a new heart to beat and a new brain to think brand new thoughts. I was also worried with such a big day behind me that I hadn't done something "new". My best buddy, Jenne, reminded me that I already did my new thing of the day..."YOU are your new thing today". I rambled through therapy, babbled through lunch with my son, found more time to spew at Jenne, sent a very big email, had a long talk tonight...oh and ran into the old boss that dumped my position. It was a big day. A day of self discovery. A day of WOW. Oprah calls them AHA moments...I had too many to focus on. All I know is I feel like I was given pieces to the puzzle. Please see my other blog for for the list of ways that I believed I got to this place.
Any way you look at it...she's right...so maybe I didn't knit a purple scarf today while chewing tobacco and bouncing on a pogo stick...but I did something much harder. I found me after looking for 38 years. And I had the nerve to say so.
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