Tuesday, March 29, 2011

Find parts of me I didn't know existed and see them for what they are

     I am sitting here with new lungs to breath, a new heart to beat and a new brain to think brand new thoughts.  I was also worried with such a big day behind me that I hadn't done something "new".  My best buddy,  Jenne, reminded me that I already did my new thing of the day..."YOU are your new thing today".  I rambled through therapy, babbled through lunch with my son, found more time to spew at Jenne, sent a very big email, had a long talk tonight...oh and ran into the old boss that dumped my position.  It was a big day.  A day of self discovery.  A day of WOW.  Oprah calls them AHA moments...I had too many to focus on.  All I know is I feel like I was given pieces to the puzzle.  Please see my other blog for for the list of ways that I believed I got to this place. 
    Any way you look at it...she's right...so maybe I didn't knit a purple scarf today while chewing tobacco and bouncing on a pogo stick...but I did something much harder.  I found me after looking for 38 years.  And I had the nerve to say so.

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